Love.Risk.Surf.Live

This hurts like hell But I keep telling myself It's gonna get better But it's taking forever I tried to go out But every time I leave the house Something reminds me Of what's now behind me Everyday I let go Just a little bit more In the end I'm gonna be alright But it might take a hundred sleepless nights To make the memories of you disappear But right now I can't see nothing through these tears Control my thoughts Convincing myself it's your loss I really mean it And I'm starting to believe it 'Cause everyday I let go Just a little bit more In the end I'm gonna be alright But it might take a hundred sleepless nights To make the memories of you disappear But right now I can't see nothing through these tears Out of sight but you're not out of my mind So it might take somebody else at night To make it feel like you were never here But right now I can't see nothing through...

Reading Thought Catalog can bring you a myriad mix of emotions, heartbreaking, sad, contented, relieved, happy, fortunate and a whole lot more. This particular article highlighted important points as if slapping me in the face to wake up! When someone decides you’re not the one for them, don’t argue with them. When someone decides you’re not the one for them, do not, I repeat, do not question yourself.   When someone decides you’re not the one for them, love yourself enough to let them go.   When someone decides you’re not the one for them, take your time to find yourself again, a self that isn’t confined within anyone’s definition of “the one,” a self that’s true, a self that’s happy.   Remember your life before them. Remember all the moments you felt so happy, so confident, so strong and it had nothing to do with them or being chosen by them at all. Everything mentioned in the article pierced my heart, and allowed me to come back into my senses...

Been reading a lot of thought catalog articles and some quotes on facebook and instagram to uplift myself. I stumbled upon this comment by Wong Rachel on Facebook that I could relate to. What if a person is unaware of their traumas and suppressed emotions to actively work on it, and only finds out during the relationship? Are you going to love that person despite all their challenges and flaws? Just thinking from a different perspective. It is not always about how a person should be and how a person should fit into our box at the moment. A relationship should be hard work and maintenance. Because no one is perfect. This is just the tip of d iceberg. The way to experiencing a better relationship with loved ones is to remember that it is not just about us. If we truly loved a person, we'd work with them, Understand them, support, encourage, and be there for one another. It is a two-way experience. Sometimes, to love, is to be selfless... I am this exact person. I am unaware...

I’m over with the what if stage after I sent R the link to my entry on Questions I would have answered R. I think I’ve captured already there everything that I wanted him to know. I cried and smiled while answering those questions. I was alone at home and I cried in my room. That’s the only time I can break down, cos I don’t want momi to see me cry. It hurts me to see her worry about me. It felt good to just release everything.   I’m still feeling quite sad about the break up. Some would say that’s nothing! It’s good that it ended early on at least you saved yourself early on as well from heartaches. But you know what, a break up is a break up, whether the relationship is short or long spanned.     Early this morning on the way to school, I finally spoke up to momi and shared to her how it ended. It’s just comforting to hear a mother’s advice. There’s no need to be feeling at the losing end because the good thing is I learned from it, most especially fr...

What did you think when you first met me? I thought you were a bad boy kind of guy. What do you remember most about the night/day we first met? You finishing up the bottle of beer cos I was already done drinking. And you showing me your big bike. What about our relationship makes you really happy? I’m happy that I got to know myself more and how I see relationships. I’m not happy that it had to end quick. How long did you think our relationship would last when we first started dating? I really thought this would be my last one. If you had one word to describe our relationship what would it be? Rollercoaster If you had one word to describe our love what would it be? Eternal What’s your biggest fear for this relationship? That things wont work out between us. Do you believe there’s one person you’re ‘meant’ to be with? Absolutely. I always pray for THE ONE. Do you believe in fate? destiny? Yeah I do. I think things happen for a reason and it’s fate and ...

Sucks to always be at the waiting end. And yes I agree to this one. It's very hurtful to be honest. @thispageisaboutwords